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Wednesday, March 21, 2012

What Touches My Heart




At the moment my heart is grieving. Last week a dear friend and colleague passed away unexpectedly. His pen name was William Neale, a relatively new author but a skilled and talented writer. His work improved with each new book he wrote and his following grew very rapidly.

Bill wrote m/m erotic romance, just as I do. His death was shocking, even devastating for many in our small niche in the romance writing community, not only because he was a fellow author. Bill was a man in his prime, a contemporary of not only mine, but many authors. In his mid-fifties, he was active and vital, involved as one of the five authors organizing the highly successful GayRomLit Retreat, taking over a slot for the second annual event this October when one of the original five left to start a family. He was establishing a large, loyal readership. He was always willing to lend a hand, share an idea and brainstorm on a new project when I asked for his advice in anything dealing with my press, ManLove Romance, aka MLR Press, his publisher. He was a generous and kind man, and with his partner of many years, in the process of adopting a child. He was a family man, a friend and colleague.

He was very similar to me in so many ways. And frighteningly, it points out that it could have just as easily been me as him whose life ended last week. It was sudden, unexpected and swift, a heart attack that gave no warning and hopefully was mercifully quick. It reminded me that life is short. Life is wonderful and should be cherished. Time spent with friend and loved ones should be valued every time it occurs.

This week I have found myself ending disagreements with my children before they even got started because as I start to speak that sharp word or give that disapproving glare I thought about how tiny and ultimately unimportant the subject was and how fleeting enjoyment of life can be. Do I really want to waste even a precious moment of it? No, I don’t. Not over small things.

Yes, the kids get away with a little bit more than before but I get to enjoy a little less stress and more of their time. A good trade off. I owe Bill that realization.

So this week, like last week, what is touching my heart is the loss of a friend and a reaffirmation that I need to take in as much of the good in life as possible before it slips away, whether with age and time or claimed by the unexpected.

It’s a beautiful a day. I’m going out and enjoy it.

5 comments:

Tam Linsey said...

Sorry to hear about your loss. But I'm glad you are using it to reaffirm life and love with those around you. Enjoy each moment.

Christy Carlyle said...

So sorry to hear about the sudden loss of your friend. He clearly made an extraordinarily positive impact on those around him. Thank you so much for this reminder - don't we all need to hear it everyday? - that life is shorter than we expect, more precious than we realize and loving those around us is the most important thing we'll ever do. Take care.

Sarah Raplee said...

Laura, I'm so sorry for your loss. We were honored to have William Guest with us last year. His writing uplifted people and his life was a positive force in the world. He will be missed.

Margaret Tanner said...

Hi Laura,
Sorry to hear about your friend. What a tragedy.

Regards

Margaret

Judith Ashley said...

William's RTG post had a humorous element and I will always connect him with 'a partridge in a pear tree'. And, life is too short to spend even a minute of it driving the people we love away from us, hating people because they are different from us, and living in fear of things over which we have no control. There are people in our lives we love and who love us. That is what makes a day beautiful and that is what makes our life successful. Thank you, Laura, for sharing William's loss with us and for showing us how he touched your life.