The following excerpt takes place at the
wedding (almost) of Regin to Jarl Hansen, younger brother of Brander Hansen, my
deaf "Discreet Gentleman of Discovery." This particular I
love you still makes me cry:
The young pastor in the white
robes returned the bread and wine to the altar and Jarl helped Regin to her
feet. As the priest began asking Jarl questions regarding his intentions and
vows, a disturbing rumble began at the back of the church. Regin pulled a
shuddering breath, certain of the source of the disturbance and aching with
empathy for the gray-eyed woman—Jarl's mistress and mother of his two children.
"If he was ever going to
marry you, he would have done so years ago," she whispered.
Jarl's head spun toward her.
"What?"
Regin faced the floor.
"Nothing."
Jarl's arm bumped her shoulder
as he turned around and blew a long hiss.
Regin lifted her gaze to his
angry profile. "Don't be hard on her, Jarl," she pleaded.
He looked down at her as if
she had grown a second nose and planted flowers in it. "What on earth are
you babbling about?"
She pointed toward the aisle
and turned to face the angry woman. "I'm talking ab--"
There was no gray-eyed woman
standing there.
Where Regin expected to see
the woman stood a six-foot-five-inch, coppery blond gentleman with eyes that
shifted from gray to green to blue. He wore a turquoise velvet doublet pleated
to the waist over pale gray trousers. His polished black boots reflected the
altar's candlelight.
Regin's mouth opened in shock.
The rumble became shouts. Men stood in the pews.
Brander's steely eyes stabbed
hers and waited.
"You shouldn't look
better than the groom," she croaked.
He blinked slowly and drew a
long breath that made him appear to double in size. He couldn't hear the uproar
around them and his hands spoke only to her.
Do not marry him.
She answered in kind: Why not?
His eyes rolled then met hers
again: Because you do not love him.
"What's he doing
here?" Lord Balder Hansen bellowed and lumbered to his feet. "I
thought he was gone!"
Olvir pulled his father back
onto the bench. "Quiet, Pappa."
Regin narrowed her eyes. This
wasn't how this day was supposed to go. She held up her hands and tried with
minimal success to calm the assemblage. She spoke to Brander again, using his
language.
How do you know I don't love
him? she challenged.
I know you love me, he
answered.
"What is he saying?"
Jarl demanded. "Regin, what are you saying?"
She turned to face him,
aghast. "I cannot believe that you don't understand your own
brother!" she barked.
Jarl's face twisted in
disgust. "Tell him to leave."
Regin gave an incredulous
laugh. When she faced Brander again, she caught Olvir's stare. He winked at her
and nodded; he understood everything.
Jarl wants you to leave, she
gestured.
Not until you marry me, he
answered.
Regin stiffened. Here was the
crucial point. For a moment she wavered, unsure if she could give him up again,
and survive the loss. Tears pricked her eyes and her decision was made. She
would live or die by his response.
Ask me.
He lowered himself to one knee
and motioned: Will you marry me?
The assembled crowd quieted as
realization rippled from the front pew to the back. Row by row they sank onto
the benches and stared, nudging each other and whispering behind their hands.
"Is he asking for your
hand?" Jarl blurted.
Regin nodded. She thought she might
puke her breakfast remains onto the church floor. There was, however, only one
acceptable answer.
I didn't hear you.
Brander's brow lowered in
waves and his already intense stare darkened: Please don't.
Regin shook her head. Her
challenge was immutable and his response was clearly lacking. There was no
other answer to give except: I'm sorry, Brand.
She turned her back on the
beautiful man who held her world in his gaze and her life in his touch.
Determined, she faced the clergyman. "I've lost my place, Father. Where
were we?"
Jarl looked from her to
Brander and back, his disbelief clear. "That's all you have to say? Where were we?"
"What would you have me
say?" she snapped. Her nerves were taught as bowstrings and if he said one
more thing to her in that tone she would let loose the arrows of her
frustration in his precise direction.
"Is she marrying
Jarl?" Lord Balder boomed. "She's not marrying Brander is she?"
"Pappa, hush!" Olvir
reprimanded.
"Don't tell me what to
do!"
Brander grabbed her arm. The
contact burned through her like lightning through a stormy sky.
She whirled and yanked from
his grip. "What?" she shouted.
I love you, Regin.
Her hands jabbed at him: How
much?
His soulful expression was the
definition of sincerity: With my whole heart.
"Prove it," she
demanded.
Brander swung one arm over the
entranced crowd, now silent and attentive: Do not ask this.
"I have to. I must be
able to trust you," she pleaded. "You lied to me, Brander."
I know. But I have not
spoken...
"Try."
I cannot.
"Then I cannot marry
you." She turned -- again -- to the wide-eyed priest and groom. "Go
on, Father."
"You cannot be
serious," Jarl growled. "This is a travesty!"
Regin pinned him with the most
severe look she could manage. "I'm prepared to fulfill the contract. Are
you?"
Before he could respond, an
odd sound rent the tense atmosphere and silenced everyone in the building.
Regin's heart pounded in her throat, threatening to choke her. Pinpoints of
black crowded her vision. She spun slowly, wondering if she was imagining the
sound. It was like nothing she ever heard.
Brander stood but a few feet
from her. His eyes had gone dark gray under a thunderous brow. His lips parted
and halting words emerged, reluctant to leave their safe cocoon of silence.
They were deep and rough in tone, with their hard edges sanded away making them
indistinct.
Regin understood every one.
"I... love... you...
Regin." He pulled a deep inhalation through his nose and blew out through
rounded lips. "Will... you... marry... me?"
It was music. More beautiful
than anything she could hear or ever imagine. Heaven's own angels must be
jealous.
A sob of disbelief collapsed
her chest and stole her voice.
Yes, she signaled. Yes yes yes
yes!
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4 comments:
This brought a tear to my eye, too!Wow!
Ah-h, very sweet!
I just love Brander. *sigh*
Good for Regin! She did not settle for anything less than all Brander could give her.
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