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| VARINA MARTINDALE |
I was born
with sight in only my left eye--enough sight to read large print if I held the
book so near my face that fully sighted children teased me for smelling it, to watch
TV or movies if I sat close to the screen, and to enjoy drawing. When I was ten,
my retina detached due to a genetic syndrome my family didn’t know we had.
Within three months, I went from large print and magnifiers to Braille and
recorded books, as well as from writing and illustrating picture books to
simply writing.
Over the following
decades, people have asked some questions repeatedly.
Do I talk
to my computer?
I type, and
thanks to text-to-speech software called JAWS, my computer speaks what I’ve
written, as well as the text I move the cursor over. Sometimes I scold the computer
for not following commands promptly.
How do I
crochet and knit without seeing the work?
By touch. I
remember a small thrill, at sixteen, when I realized I could feel the
difference between a row of knit stitches and a row of purls based on which side
of the work the bumps were on.
How long
did I take to learn Braille?
About six
months. First, I learned letters and punctuation. Then I learned
“contractions,” characters that stand for letter combinations or whole words.
Fortunately, I began learning weeks before my retina started detaching, to have
an extra reading option.
A question
only one person has asked me took me aback. Three years ago, a waiter asked how
I could find my mouth when eating. Nineteenth-century, blind hymn writer FannyCrosby so tired of this question on school choral tours that she finally answered
that she and her classmates tied strings between their mouths and the table. I
can be snide, too, but that night, I laughed a flustered laugh and said, “I
don’t know. I just do.”
I’ve never
had trouble finding my mouth. Finding the silverware or my drink or a pill or
that last bite of food, yes, but never my mouth. It’s right under my nose,
where it was when I could see. Presumably, my hand remembered the path from
long habit.
In Stephen
White’s gripping mystery, Privileged Information, the hero’s girlfriend
suffers temporary blindness, and he feeds her soup. I like that he cooks for
her; food cans often feel alike. However, this scene grows from her fear of
losing control of her normally controlled life, rather than directly from her
blindness.
I can
recommend two books which get details about blindness right. When the Snow Flies, a historical romance by Laurie Alice Eakes, portrays a doctor still
adjusting to blindness caused by a shooting. In another historical romance,
Joanna Bourne’s Spymaster’s Lady, Annique’s pov in early chapters
contained details that I so took for granted that I didn’t immediately register
that she couldn’t see.
Writing blind
characters requires research, like writing characters who are artists or math
teachers. Blindness is one facet of multi-faceted human beings, who vary as
widely as sighted people do. I may laugh my flustered laugh, if questions deal
with things I do automatically, but don’t be afraid to ask. ~Varina Marindale
You can reach Varina at varinam@cox.net
