by M.L. Buchman
One of the great jokes on a writer is that most of the job is mental...okay, 99.999% of the job is mental. During my decades of corporate I'd say it was about <25%.
Oh sure, in corporate there were good days and bad days. Having a positive attitude made for a more pleasant working environment, made my teams function better, and made clients happier. But in corporate there was one implacable rule: it never stopped. A good day today didn't stop whatever s*** was about to roll down the pipe and plop on your desk the next morning. And having a truly crappy client call didn't mean that your presentation that afternoon wasn't going to rock and leave you feeling great. They might make me go a bit "mental" at times, but it was the job that did much of the mood making. My only choice was to make the best out of whatever plopped onto the desk.
Writing is about staring at a blank page and finding story. It's about writing through the times when the story isn't working, as well as when it's flying. And the joke on the authors is that something good can bump you off the tracks just as well as something bad.
My traditional press editor told me that
Target Engaged (the first book of my new Delta Force romance series) is the best book I've ever written (not that she's read any of my dozens of indie books). Guess what? That simple bit of feedback made it almost impossible to write the next book in the series (
Heart Strike will be out next August). How do I live up to the standard of "best ever?"
Simple answer: You don't!
You write the next book to be the best book you can at that moment in that place and time.
I can't begin to emphasize that enough. So, having just finished (finally)
Heart Strike (and I'm quite proud of it actually), and understood the mayhem that simple compliment to
Target Engaged had caused me, I thought I finally had the "Danger of the Good" under control...
HA!
Last week I found out that
Hot Point had been chosen as a
Top 10 Romance of the 2015 by
Booklist. Then they offered a compilation of the
Best 101 Romance Novels of the Last 10 Years which had two of my books on it.
Now the challenge is to go back to that blank white page and simply write the best book I can. Harrumph! Saying I need to do that and actually doing so are a world apart as any writer will tell you. So I was looking for a way to reengage with my next Night Stalkers novel (coming in October).
And then I look at another upcoming release. On October 14th, by first
"Ides of Matt" short story collection will become available (you can pre-order the electronic now, paper available on release day). I think about this collection a lot when I'm having trouble writing. There are some really wonderful stories in here that I don't know how I ever found them in the world of the blank page. There are others that I think of as simply "good stories." They work and I'm glad that I wrote them, but they don't have the
Snap! of one that really clicked. Yet as I was writing the introduction to each story, I remembered how much fun it was to write that particular tale. Every time I so enjoyed the experience of discovery of character and story.
That's the secret I've discovered about how to react to the good reviews and the bad. It extends into everyday life as I contemplate the good news and the bad as well.
Follow the fun!
I love every tale mentioned on this page and on my website. I had so much fun writing the two short stories that went up this month on my
website (one was free on my site--no longer but it's still for sale, the other one is still free to
newsletter subscribers or for purchase). And I love the Night Stalkers book that will be coming out in October though it has neither cover nor title yet making it hard to promote,
I love writing!
It gives me something to be thankful for every day. And if I focus on that instead of reviews, accolades, stray comments, and other distractions, then I can dodge the "Danger of the Good" (or the Bad) and keep doing what I love most: Telling Stories.
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M. L. Buchman has over 40 novels in print. His military romantic
suspense books have been named Barnes & Noble and NPR “Top 5 of the Year,” nominated for the
Reviewer’s Choice Award for “Top 10 Romantic Suspense of 2014” by RT Book Reviews, and twice Booklist “Top 10 of the Year” placing
two of his titles on their “The 101 Best Romance Novels of the Last 10 Years.” In
addition to romance, he also writes thrillers, fantasy, and science fiction.
In among his career as a corporate project
manager he has: rebuilt and single-handed a fifty-foot sailboat, both flown and
jumped out of airplanes, designed and built two houses, and bicycled solo
around the world.
He is now making his living as a full-time
writer on the Oregon Coast with his beloved wife. He is constantly amazed at
what you can do with a degree in Geophysics. You may keep up with his writing
by subscribing to his newsletter at www.mlbuchman.com.