Eight months ago a near-death experience plowed through my Baby Boomer delusions of immortality (Don’t worry, Seventy is the new sixty! Eighty is the new seventy! Death is the new ninety!)
Being kept
alive by advanced technology, a top-notch team of medical professionals and most
of all, the Grace of God, does that to a person. To paraphrase a truth I read
in the holy writings of the Baha’I Faith, ‘We
are all but one step away from eternity.’
While waiting
for life-saving open heart surgery in the middle of the Covid-19 pandemic’s
winter surge, I had a number of days to think about how our choices define us. I
need to make some hard ones because my time on earth is limited.
Some choices are
needed to support my mental, physical and spiritual health. Some are needed to
nurture important relationships. Some are needed to revitalize my writing life.
Even before my
brush with death, I was wrestling with how to go forward with my writing career.
I got some wise guidance from Author, Writing Instructor and Publisher MaggieMcVey Lynch. I’ve written and Indie Pubbed a novel and had short stories included
in two anthologies. I like writing short stories because they are fast and fun.
I like writing novels because they are complex.
It’s become clear
to me I don’t want to spend much time on promotion (which I hate). And making
money is not the big goal for me (although it would be nice.) I do want to
reach an audience and uplift them with my stories.
I choose to concentrate
on writing short stories.
I plan to volunteer
to write grant proposals and press releases for a charity of my choosing.
What’s next? When
I feel overwhelmed by the choices I am facing, I say a little prayer and trust
my intuition.
So far, so good…